>>11711063>size and weightSo first, this body before all this was a junior all american rugby player (flanker), and second, this body right now is 195 lbs and 6 foot 2.
Even during the path and up to very recently I made myself steak, eggs, and chicken all the time. There is no need to have "I am a vegan", you just naturally see what makes you feel better. That simple - first part of the question is worth answering openly.
>>11711063>meek and small compared to the people who eat real meatYou remove the one that has a notion of "I am meek and small" and then has pain that emerges from that notion - when that is done you tell me where the dualistic concept of "a real man vs a whimpy man" came from. You remove "I" for just a millisecond and tell me who was afraid of being perceived as "meek and small".
>>11711064>benefit of being egolessEssentially you can remove suffering completely, your experience of life is totally fresh all the time, all your painful questions are understood totally.
You can remove all suffering, you can become as high as you wish, and you can see reality as it truly is. Just remove I and see truth now.