>>11771223>I don't think it's a big deal. Sexuality returns to you in a strange and uncanny way when you get close to people and surrender to that.I'm not so sure about that. I have a close female friend and I saw her nudes once. It did nothing for me. She's widely considered by my friend group to be "hot" and I suppose she has the right body figure, but I just don't feel any attraction to humans. I never have.
I was never even attracted to humans before I started looking at furry porn, so furry porn didn't fuck me up or warp what I thought was attractive. I was never attracted to anyone or anything until I saw my first furry image.
I don't even have any fetishes (just straight, vanilla sex). It just can't be with humans or animals or anything that exists IRL.
Back in high school when my friends would check out a hot girl and say shit like "Duuuuude, isn't she hot?" I'd just shrug and say "sure, man, I guess." I truly didn't see it and I still don't. A naked supermodel could be walking down the street and it wouldn't even make my dick jump in my pants, but show me a picture of a fantasy dragon or a sexy vixen and I'm diamonds.
I've tried nofap and all it did was make me super horny. It didn't make me check out chicks.
I'm definitely NOT gay. I don't even like furry dongs, let alone human ones.
I feel like I'm fucked to spend the rest of my life alone. What woman is going to want to be with me if I can't even have sex with her?
