>>11794893Only when I was angry. My circumstances weren't my own fault. My parent's are sloppy and didn't know what to do with me. They never knew anything about autism or how different I am from them or anyone else. That way it created lots of problems for me growing up. Always felt either superior or inferior to people. My moodswings caused me to lash out on people. People don't like people who try to lash out on others. I'm like a roughed up gem stone refined through painful experiences to become the finest gem.
