>>11826441well
you are going out of the place you are living in right now, most likely, i mean, if it was the judgement day you most likely are about to move out, OR you have faced some real injustice in your life, something you can't bear to remember.
as for the angel, or the old gods,either:
-you are having someone that is making use of you currently in your life without you realizing it
-or you have committed many mistakes that you regret, and you will die with that guilt.
seems like these beings killed you, you are having existential crisis,
