>>11843676Same I feel you
I like when kids believe in santa
I would like to protect all their innocence if I could
It just sounds like you are having a hard time rationalizing your existence and as such you cant enjoy something as wholesome as Christmas because you are very much preoccupied with observing the reality of it all at all given times
Sometimes when we peer behind the curtain we will find ourselves transfixed and arent strong enough to look away from the horrors we’ve acknowledged
Sometimes for humans it’s just too much
