>>11854859>>11854864Nobody actually “wants” to die. That’s the thing, most suicidal people desperately want to be happy and cling to a borderline irrational sense of hope. Between hope and instinctive fear of death, suicidal thoughts have a difficult time making their way to reality. This is why a suicidal person can struggle with these thoughts for years before they actually attempt it. This is also why people refer to this phenomenon as “losing the war”.