Okay /b/ so I have a massive personal issue I need help with.

So, for the last years (as long as a I can remember) I have exclusively beaten my dick while on the toilet - for efficiency and ease of cleaning of course. So, in the last couple of months I also started to shit at the same time (for efficiency among other reasons). This was real nice for a while until I realized shitting is disgusting which is the cause for my current issue.

So for the last couple of weeks since my realisation, whenever I feel horny (or get horny by being on the toilet) I immediately think of the shitting and my mood is completely killed. I have been blueballed now for way to long and nothing is working to solve this.

What do