>>11894054Well, when I see people not treating me the best, that creates a contradiction which must be corrected, otherwise it leads to mental distress. It needs to be justified. Devaluing them works best. A lot of random people will show me hate, but since I don't consider them highly valuable, I can just assume they're insecure, stupid or whatever and retain my ego intact. NPD people seek to associate with those they consider to be valuable, only to devalue them and move on to the next person.
Yes. Discord and 4chan are the things I mainly feel jealousy on because that's all the social interaction I get.
>Selfassuming you are doing the bestNo. I used the assumption that I wasn't doing my best whenever I failed something to protect my ego. I don't put effort into anything, lest it's proven that even with effort, I'm still not good enough.
>>11894060Just busy running the Aiste cult.
