Motherfucker my post didn't post. Anyway, I'll write a new and better one.
I honestly don't understand how you become lonely since I have a hard time getting alone time. You are in good company asking for advice here. We are all degenerates and losers! You should already be seeing a psychiatrist but whatever. Take a drink or a dose from your drug of choice. join a sort of niche but broad enough discord channel that you can game and chat on. Take a moment to masterbate. Enjoy the simple things in life. If you are really going to kill yourself atleast try hard drugs first.
The main point even though you might be a faggot, nigger or NEET we care for you anon.
