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>>12108703>>12106834>>12108988When I went to get coffee today, some woman asked for some money or a ride. She said the place was near and I agreed to take her there. She offered me "sexual pleasure" and I told her I had had a lot of bad experiences lately and that I thought it was a bad idea. She insisted that she only had sexual pleasure in mind so I agreed and gave $20 to suck my dick. She stopped after about two minutes two film me sitting there with my dick out, and then when I didn't cum in another two minutes, she just left. It was far divorced from sexual pleasure in that her stopping to film me sitting there with my dick out was not pleasurable and neither was it pleasurable to be left hanging, and the displeasure far outweighed the couple of hundred seconds while my dick was actually in her mouth. The Nth negative experience in a row: her insistent guarantee of just sexual pleasure, which I should have known not to trust, was a complete fabrication. She did not want to provide sexual pleasure: she wanted to film the look on my face after she abruptly withdrew her sexual pleasure after about two minutes.
Let me tell you, however, I believe that these mockeries are allowed to happen by the Holy Spirit because I am able to use the distribution list of her video as a targeting mechanism for my genocide, and in this way evil is used for good.
