>>12109689,10>Do you think it makes you a target?Yes, people (or beings idk) who want it more than i do will come and take it, and i am not wise enough to know how to defend myself from them.
>Why do you think you should not have it?I think it is not meant for us people to have it, idk how to describe it, it just feels wrong. Like it gives knowledge, but only few actually know how to use that knowledge, and i am certainly not among them.
Is it OK if i gift it to someone? Or will that just transfer the burden to him? I don't want to damn someone that is close to me with it, i want to help him, and he deserves it more than i do anyway. He is a legit schizo though, so i'm not sure it would do him good if it works the way i think it works.
Anyway i think i best stick to watches for now, at least they keep reminding me of how little time i have left here.
Thank you for the positive energy,
