>>12138960>If you can't love yourself then you can't expect others toit's strange though because i'd say all 3 of the people i was in love with also didnt love themselves the same way i did, save for 1 perhaps... and that one had said he had a history of abusing people so he didnt really love himself that much either...
>Without it you'll just end up trying to be something you're notyes – a lot of the time especially towards the start of relationships i felt like i was putting on a fake persona to make them like me more, because the real me was so boring...
>You may have felt that way with multiple people but the way that you felt about them would remain unique with themthat's true, the types of love were different... i suppose that's part of the reason why i cant tell if any of them were 'genuine true love' or not. i also fall in love really easy it feels like, so that can't help...
>What is your main issue with yourself that prevents you from accepting you deserve love?ah that's really a loaded question, especially when talking about myself... i really cant pick 1 main thing, or the thing i would pick is 'myself' – as in im one entire massive issue/problem... i have a lot of physical/mental problems, my entire life is a trainwreck in slow motion and my character has so many flaws i cant even describe it... my only redeeming feature is my heart i think, which is pretty big and soft and i guess that was enough to make some people like me... i feel like one big problem, i am my main issue haha >_<;;;;
sorry for taking so long to reply but im really honestly struggling to find words.... i havent had anyone to open up to like this. i want you to know that im really grateful because this feels really... healing, to talk like this with you. and im really sorry that im taking up your time...
