>just shit my pants again

I hate myself so much im literally crying right now as I type this im sitting in my shitty poop pants for the third time today and im crying i hate myself so much im a fucking neet ive never had a job and ive never had a girlfriend and ive never had friends and my parents hate me so much im going to just grab a gun and shoot myself in the head and end it and im sitting here crying in shit poop pants again i hate myself so much im gross hairy asshole neet who should have never been born i have shitty poop pants on because im fucking crying