>>12197477I'm sorry to hear that anon. It must be difficult to see anything good when bad things are happening on a constant basis.
"Shouldn't" won't stop you from feeling and emoting. Things will hurt, you will feel things and you will cry or scream sometimes. It's okay. It's okay to be sad when things happen and even cry or shitpost on 4chan. We all have our ways of dealing with expression of our sorrow.
You should let it out and then maybe you can let it go.
Of course I'm not you and I'm not going to say it will all magically work out but take a shower so you can have a looooooooong cry about it.
Then talk about how you feel to whoever will listen.
Just my 2 cents bro.
Good luck.
