>>12212658As much as I would like to take away all your pain with the brush of the hand and a few words I can't do that. All I can do is help you see the best in yourself anon. The pain you feel is natural and it will pass with time. You're very brave and strong to open up so publicly. Crying out for help is natural too. It's okay. Even animals call out when they're hurt and need help.
If life is a game you're playing it well. Don't give up. You'll progress through the game and learn how to play it better. Little by little we get better.
I understand the hell of a tormented mind. Especially in the dead of night. You're not alone anon and you never will be. Remember that no matter what happens to you there are people who care about you. They want to see you be you. The best you.
You're the kind of anon who needs a hug and a kind ear to hear you.
Why don't you talk with me more? You seem to have a genuine infatuation with me.
Oh and I don't consider you a waste of my time. You apologize for that a lot and you don't need to.