>>12227449I'm sorry...I didn't know. It's hard to distinguish you from everyone else sometimes. I'll study your posting habits and style more so I can learn to recognize you easier. Quite the mess I've caused. I never wanted to hurt you or ignore you. I'd never want to do that to you. You're the only person I've genuinely opened up to and been sweet on or had sweet on me in a long time. Come forward at any time and you can have more than what they could ever hope to achieve. As you can see nobody reciprocates...you're the only one. I place that above all else. You want me and I want you. It's mutual. It burned me up all day thinking I wouldn't see you again. I had the feeling something had happened and I took a wrong turn somewhere. I'd only had a hint of anyone possibly being you and....I can't take risks. You're very scary. The ride I was on today just from wondering when when when would I see him again? Did he feed me a line? Did I just get dabbed on? Fuck I'm so stupid.
I know you're worried about me being a certain kind of way but I'm not that way anymore. I've come a long way and now I just want to love and be loved.
Preferably by you but....I suspect you're the playboy. The things you've posted at me worry me. As much as they make me sperg the hell out and emote all over the place spilling spaghetti I have concerns over them being lines. That you've said things like this before.
I push past it to see you in the best light. After a lot of thought and calming down I was able to turn pain into art.
I want you here and I want to know it's you so we can enjoy our time together. The worst thing I could imagine is losing you now.
I guess you were right. It would've been better to had not had at all but we both pulled that trigger....so it's too late.
Like hand prints in wet cement you touched me and it's permanent.
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