Hey guys. I need to get this off my chest and I figured I'd share it with some of the most relatable people around.

There's this bro who I've been friends with for nearly my entire life. We've both recently entered adulthood and while I thought we were both gonna be complete basement dwelling fags for our entire lives, he goes and gets a job. I've tried working a job but I got easily overwhelmed due to mental illness so I gave up and now live on disability. So I'm glad that he's got a job and all but then he fucking goes and gets a girlfriend. He's supposedly more happy than he's ever been but I've personally been traumatized by women and hate to see him be pulled into such an awful aspect of life. I wanna be happy for him but I feel like complete shit. My sleep schedule is super fucked up, I'm alone, and the one guy who was always there for me essentially operates on a whole different personality now. I feel lost. Is there anything I can do or should I just kill myself?

TLDR; I have a good friend. We were previously equals but he's recently become a complete normie and I'm afraid that this girl will either leave him and break his heart, or she'll take him from me. What do I do?