>>12349225I mean...
I care to some degree, given I'm responding to this thread instead of just ignoring it. All I see is just some confused, maybe damaged person on the other end of these messages, and in my conscience I shouldn't just let them suffer from themselves for no reason when instead I could attempt to improve their lives in any way.
>>12349233If you're on meds, there's likely some diagnosis dude. But, if you're uncertain about stuff and yet you prepare for an outlandishly crazy idea like a government organization targeting you, then its likely it's more than minor, and you should probably look into a diagnosis. In your own terms, "better safe than sorry", it's good to know yourself.
As for the random word bait, I dunno if that's really meaningful bait. You posted in a trans thread and this one with a humble jumble of buzzwords, and even a human's gonna smugly chastize your weird behavior on this website, since there's no real filter of speech enforced.
I would really suggest looking into a checkup, for your own sake, even if you know the hallucinations aren't real, it's hurting you mentally to have them show up in your life, "terrifying" even. If you apply the same idea to the delusions, then only imagine how much this throws your mind off balance, to constantly see a threat that you're not even certain is real, and if you saw it with your own eyes, couldn't potentially trust it due to hallucination tendencies. That should be rectified, for your own mental sake latvian.
