>>12436160Obsession, he says as he posts p*rn.... I'm surprised. She's looking much too healthy for your tastes. I doubt they would let her in to a monastery like that tho
>just focus on that thenI mean I have more important things to focus on now too. I will try to once things become more stable, but for the moment I just want things to calm down. I hate that this had to happen right when I was considering telling my parents about this other subject. Now it seems trivial in comparison and I might never get around to it. I have the worst luck
>Romance, perhaps? But it's not like you don't have thatI do have romance, but... sometimes I feel like I'm racking up a debt which I can never repay. He won't mind that I don't of course. It just makes me feel a little guilty at times, and yet flattered that someone would do that for me
>Internally it may be true, but externally it isn'tWhich do you think is more important? You seem to value your dreams a lot, don't you? and you say that most people don't care about trivialities like those, yet when it comes to this you place a lot of importance on the way they are perceived from the outside. I know it's important, but I can acknowledge too that what's inside of someone is perhaps more important - internal beauty, which is something you can't fully appreciate from first appearances
>I may not see you as a woman but I can still respect you as a personI don't see the point then.... There's nothing I can say that will convince you, so why would it be any different with most people? If I will be seen as some kind of in-between at best and a freak at worst, then I would rather just repress it even if that means more pain in the long run
Do you consider yourself 'superstraight'?
>Probably in Croatia's threadWell, by here I meant the board. I kind of doubt you would find much in the way of critique from J. I'm looking forward to it anyway. I mean... I have been for some months now, so don't disappoint me! Not that you will tho
