>>12554470I did, but now I don't have many intrusive thoughts anymore. Cursing is my new problem, from being here too long. "nigger" rolls off my tongue faster than I can even think about it. If someone speeds past me too close on the road, I say nigger. If a task at work runs into a problem a previous person left fucked up, I say nigger. I almost said it loud enough while a black family was near me a while ago.
