Watching Trixie (new digi) makes me think about what gender means to me. It never really meant anything, but there were moments i wanted to be a girl, or do things that girls do. Only temporarily. Even when I'm comfortable being a guy, I like to experiment with makeup.

Maybe that's what gender fluid is, but there's a part of me that doesn't want to entertain the thought, I can't imagine how people would react if I came out. I could cross dress in secret