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Uhm lets start.. here we go.. I still believe all my karmic debt has been compensated though
>Humiliated some young girl in front of another guests to the point she was crying, had some form of mental breakdown and was damaged for months after
>Call women to come at my place only to suck my dick promising vaginal intercourse but just one-sided interaction of the women giving me head
>Distributing LSD, Amphetamine, benzos etc. rather freely in parties to unexperienced users on the hopes that people will go insane/black out from drugs
>My band was leaving for international mini-tour. 1 week before the trip just disappear for amphetamine and beer binge. They had to cancel hotels, flights etc.
>Drunk driving every weekend on various combination of benzos, alcohol, marijuana, always extremely intoxicated. Usually damaging the car (nothing serious though, scratches etc.) Never injured any person or other cars
>Drive my driver´s license while intoxicated on xanax and marijuana
Lots and lots of stupid stuff. I stopped all of this stupid stuff after I got DUI, among other things I vandalized a store, got in trouble with law. I was not criminally competent by the jury system so I was put into mental institution where I spent 2 months.
I have now been sober over a year and I have a new job (I fucked up my job of 3 years not long ago). I plan to stay sober rest of my live.
All the stupid stuff I´ve done intoxicated. I´ve done extremely stupid, criminal stuff minus violence. I´ve never been violent person in a sense that I would just attack some random people on street or just the hell of it. All the fights I´ve been have been started that someone has hit me first.
I also have extremely wide range of mental problems. Schizoid, schizophrenic, bipolar are all terms that exist in official papers to describe my condition, but all of them are according to my doctors "probably drug -induced states" since in my sober periods I can function normally.
