I've just returned home after a short walk. I go outside like 2-3 times in a week just to breath fresh air. When was heading to my apartment I met a couple of classmates of mine. I don't remember when I met them last time. (I left school over 5 years ago) They started to mock me and joke hard about my sociophobia and stuff like that. I barely could say a word and I was feeling really uncomfortable. You know, like a common omega from omega-bulling videos. They even filmed me and sent that video to other old classmates. That was enough of me and I almost run away from them straight to my house. They laughed and shouted something to my back. Now I'm sitting on a sofa alone, without any friend, but with pathetic life and future. But I'm not crying. I just realized that it is what it is. I am a sore looser. And I don't give a fuck about that till I have a PC and Internet.