>>12668138I hate myself too chief.
Whole family helps me with everything.
Blind side I was a kid so that everyone said that I would always need help.
Fuck that shit.
Hate literally everyone I'm in contact with to the point I have no friends. Outside of the interactions I have with strangers on the internet I dont talk to anyone.
The one person who I respected and felt that understood why this world is fucked and didn't matter passed away on me, my father. To the point where he had told me he genuinely wished that he didn't bring me into the world solely so that I wouldn't have to live in it.
This world fucking sucks, but god damn it I'm here, and there is no definitive answer as to what comes next.
So why the fuck would anyone want to try to end the little existence you have on ending it