I'm completely and totally obsessed with my boyfriend. All I can think about is him, always. In fact I've not been able to sleep well anymore because my mind races with thoughts of him every single night. I love him so much that I can't put it into words. If he stabbed and killed me, I would be fine with it. I think about abducting him and keeping him with me forever. He probably wouldn't be opposed but that's still fucked up I guess. Every other guy is hideous to me, including fictional guys like anime boys. Maybe I'm going insane, because I never felt this away about any other man before him.. I just love him.