A few weeks ago I accidentally showed (the outline of) my dick to a random girl on the train.

Didn't wear underwear, didnt notice my dick, clearly visible, pressing up against my shorts. She noticed it. I noticed it. I couldnt "fix" it. Still visible. She looked at me and my dick a few times. I wanted to kill myself, but also started to get a boner. (then I basically ran away)

Thinking back the situation was kind of hot. I now tried to intentionally do it a few times.

Am I slowly becoming a potentially dangerous pervert?
Feels good man