>>12754369my blog post:
i was a twitch kid spamming in chat before. this guy helped me one way or another through 3 indirect things: 1. he is right that there is a problem in the video game community of a career death/no success. 2. he made me mature by realizing how important socialization and communication is which in my view is the role of therapy. I think theres that one psychologists formula where he has the patients just talk about their problems and they get to see how ridiculous it might sound to themselves. 3. unironically just do it. i go outside and get some sun, i like doing it my way, dont have to do normie shit but i'll go outside with my interests in mind. I also seeked out for my future success by just doing it, and writing my thoughts down I think was the catalyst to this.
but anyways i saw this guy early in his twitch career, (and foreshadowing his demise as a tranny bootlicker I imagine, I havent kept up to date about his politics, even though it sucks to let politics define people, but not like being an eceleb makes you virtue about poltitics any less. regardless I quit twitch anyway). before quitting twitch i watched 10 seasons of gordon ramsays masterchef with the guy trainwreck's channel. honestly nothing wrong with that because the show is zombie television, so it was better watching zombie television in this circumstance. i never cared about watching others playing video games, it was actually boring and more cuckish. I was just a lonely loser. however the one sole reason i was still attached to twitch was because of reckful. still being a lonely loser I liked the guy, but wasnt deeply into it on a personal level. twitch and streaming in general died when reckful died
