>want a gf so I can regularly have real pussy
>try nofap so I can push myself to talking to girls
>don't last more than 2 days
>post-fap social anxiety, can't look at women in the face, let alone speak to them since I've just watched 100 of them last night get brutally gangbanged
>Rinse and repeat

I think its time I seen a sex therapist, or should I just pay for a hooker to break the ice in terms of socializing with wimen?

Why is it that fapping makes it hard to talk to girls, but having actual sex doesn't? Many years ago when I had a gf and was regularly getting premarital sex, I didn't feel the social anxiety problem