>>12816131Yeah, but I never was really atheist. I believed in God in childhood in childish way, because no one bothered to explain me the aspects of faith other than that Jesus is God and you'll go to heaven if you behave well. When I was 7, my aunt started teaching me about magic and things, when I was 9 or 10 she gave me a set of futhark runes and taught me different ways to use them. Simultaneously my dad became a neopagan and started telling me about Russian Hyperborean civilization and evil judeo-reptiloids who weakened Rus with Christianity. When I was 12 I was in the peak of my protest phase and I started protesting Christianity. There was a trad girl in our class and me and my friends used to troll her and debate about religion. It's funny how in the high school and later me and my friends became trad and kinda spiritual and she ended up by far the most promiscuous female in our class.
In 14 this protest phase ended and I started questioning the spiritual aspect of life and was interested in Buddhism and Christianity, read a lot about these religions and decided that Christianity is right. Many points in my religiousity changed since then but I still consider myself Christian before anything else.
So yeah, I had my anti-religious phase but never was actually an atheist and always believed in something at different points of my life
