>>12832540Because you were not given enough support in your childhood, teenage years and young adulthood. You see it as an opportunity to provide what you never had with the pros of sexually satisfying yourself with some borderline woman.
In short, you're a good soul. However, you need to accept that you will never save anyone, ever. This is your pride speaking.
Find a healthy community and become able to not need a girlfriend, then you'll prefer a plain girlfriend.
