>>12857165I'm an unironic schizo, and it can be both. Obviously the voices "inside" are different from the voices "outside". The vast majority of my auditory hallucinations are non-existent ambient noises though. Most of the time I can tell when something I hear in the background isn't real, but sometimes it's so typical that I can't tell the difference. For example I will hear a bottle dropping on a wooden floor a few meters away from me, even though my room is carpet and I am alone most of the time. Shit like that I can tell. Other things are more subtle like hearing my blanket rustle (making me think someone's in my bed and shit). My visual hallucinations are the same way, some random shit will happen in front of me that matters little. Like I will see clocks on the walls that don't exist, or I see my cat walking by even though I know he is outside. Every now and then I get scary visual hallucinations, mainly at night. Like saying a masked man killer to Michael Myers when I glance in the mirror. Or one time when I walked in a room and I saw blood all around for a full 4-5 seconds until I blinked. These are far and few in between but when they happen admittedly I do jump like a little bitch. As for my inner voices, most of the time it's the voice of relatives primarily my mother. Other times it's some type of succubus voice that flirts with me, it's not as good as it sounds. I also hear breathing sometimes, but it leans more on the demonic side like I have a imp that's following me waiting to snuff my life out.
tl;dr I'm a pathetic schizo and here is my blog
