>>12875680last year made me realize the world is upside down. always has been
so i started reading and studying theology as a means to find truth in a world full of misinformatin, disinformation, and fake news
went through gnosticism, esoterism, hermeticism, kabbalism, and everything in between.
noticed that all the above are secret doctrines, behind many veils. truth hidden in darkness isn't truth. Truth is light. realized Christ's doctrine was open, simple, and true. Nothing hidden about Christ's doctrine
decided to pray to God, i was desperate. Out of everything i had read, he was the only one who answered
Had a night of divine revelation, the holy spirit came down and visited me, and God showed me things, to calm me and soothe me and comfort me in knowing he was there, and its all according to the plan. Free will and God's will perfectly intertwined like a DNA strand with the bridge being faith.
felt emboldened. how do i know it was God who visited me that night?
because the devil visited me a week later
one of the scariest things ive ever experienced
went back to catholic mass, sacrament of reconciliation as it dawned on me just how fucked up i really was. the weight of my own sin
since those profound experiences, I get to live in a reality that shows me Jungian style divine synchroncity. I experience it every day, sometimes profound, sometimes subtle...like God's showing me he's still there and watching over me. I see symbols, numbers, colors, patterns (pater, father) EVERYWHERE now
I'm like the prodigal son, once lost and now saved
and a faithful practicing Catholic for a year now
Blessed be God in the firmament of Heaven, and blessed be his holy name
