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>25m
>live in parents basement
>2nd shift public school custodian
>have $20k in the bank
>know I can't move out and sustain myself indefinitely
>never had a "girlfriend" for more than a couple days in high school
>lost virginity to massage parlor lady at 22
>alcoholic
>don't know why I keep going to work, just to make a little bit of money, to come home, to sleep, to go work the next day, and repeat, what the fucking point, what am I accomplishing? It's all a fucking joke, life it just one giant shit show of mediocrity and failure.
>the only thing keeping me hanging on is a visceral fear of "eternal hell" after death.
How do I find peace in life?
>live in parents basement
>2nd shift public school custodian
>have $20k in the bank
>know I can't move out and sustain myself indefinitely
>never had a "girlfriend" for more than a couple days in high school
>lost virginity to massage parlor lady at 22
>alcoholic
>don't know why I keep going to work, just to make a little bit of money, to come home, to sleep, to go work the next day, and repeat, what the fucking point, what am I accomplishing? It's all a fucking joke, life it just one giant shit show of mediocrity and failure.
>the only thing keeping me hanging on is a visceral fear of "eternal hell" after death.
How do I find peace in life?
