I suppose I could be considered an incel - I'm sexless, autistic (undiagnosed) and definitely not a chad, though I don't hate women, I simply envy not having a woman to call my own.
I could try and have a one night stand but honestly I think it would make me depressed in the long run. I can't even talk to women, the only way I probably could is under the influence.
I want a wife, a partner, not some quick fuck; only to depressingly reminiscence on for years to come.
Should I wait or do the deed?