>>12953228Guilty isn't the right word. We've all gotten into that habit of weighing pros and cons. We don't need each other like we used to, most jobs are reasonably detached from others, or directly in competition. We like convenient drop-in relationships because we're busy battling the demons in our heads. Maybe I'm just not good enough to be worth the risk. It's an anti-lazy thread, so I suppose I can spin it as something to work towards? Hard to though because it requires validation from another party to attain. I guess maybe it's not worth worrying about. If things get better, perhaps I was successful, and if not, obviously I'm still failing! But I hope you feel better about things soon too, and thanks for posting!
