And behold! Mary, she looked at me, her hair ablaze, eyes piercing with furious contempt bearing stilettos, a strap on and razor blades. Oh Fuck /bant/ I want her to use me, turn me inside out, pull me apart and put me back together, I want her to crush my mind and drag me to an eternal breathless falling of pain and humiliation. I was taken to a tower and out the window were edged triangle constructions and tall spires and in this tower was a small collective sitting in a circle with a robed man standing, his smile devious, I sat too and linked arms and with that ringing mantra of "we are one" took over my head and my body was plunged in fiery burning and pleasure, we are all one organism sharing each thought as our own and Mary guided me there