Its just not for me. Preparing and cooking the food itself seems to suck out all the satisfaction of eating the meal. However if someone were to cook the exact same meal, just as I would, then it tastes amazing. I didn't have to go through the chore of making it myself which makes it taste 100000x better. The only time I enjoy cooking and eating the meal is if its a new recipe/dish I haven't tried. Then if I make it again after the first time, its the same thing, totally unsatisfied. Even just eating it feels like a chore at that point. How do I fix this???? Why is cooking so gay