The thing is, every cell in your body is XY. We didn't do this to you. You can never be a women because you could never be a women. You were lied to. They instilled a cross dressing fetish that has spiraled out of control for you. You will turn yourself into a eunuch. You will kill yourself 2/5 times. They will laugh and use you as a statistic to push more tranny acceptance, while you roll in your grave.

You will never be a women. You can never be a women. You are a male and your genetics will not be changing in your lifetime. The fact you get a boner while wearing girl clothes is a degenerate behavior and it is extremely bad for your mental health. Evil people encourage this behavior so you will act as thier useful idiot, pushing ideas you don't understand so your 'team' wins. But all you really care about is passing as a women. Validating your degenerate fetish.

It will never happen. You will never pass. You can never have children, so you could never have passed. You were lost from the start. You will most likely commit suicide once you accept this fact.

However, it doesn't have to be this way. Stop engaging in your degenerate behavior. Stop watching porn. Stop cross dressing. You're a man. Your father was a man. Both your grandfathers were men. This can be a phase in your life but you have to stop. Realize the people lying to you literally don't care if you live or die. You're the crack head of sexual fetishes. Sober up before its too late.