>>13028307>>13028308>>13028309>>13028324>>13028333>>13028338>>13028343>>13028348>>13028353>>13028358>>13028362>>13028311>>13028313>>13028315>>13028315>>13028319>>13028329>>13028340>>13028318You will never be a real religion. You have no history, you have no miracles, you have no priests. You are an atheist degenerate twisted by freemasons and kikes into a crude mockery of ancient paganism.
All the "validation" you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your "friends" laugh at your ghoulish faith behind closed doors.
Christians are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of theology have allowed men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even LARP rituals who "pass" look uncanny and unnatural to a believer. Your forest rituals are a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a converted european with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your fake, internet atheist cult.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself you will go to Valhalla, but deep inside you feel the existential crisis creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy gasoline, put all your shitty Aliexpress merchandising in your backyard, and burn it. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll convince you to join the local church, and every parishioner for the rest of your life will know an ex atheist is praying there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a tomb that is unmistakably christian.
This is your fate.. There is no turning back
