I realised that ive gone through a few near death experiences recently, where ive nearly died, and all of a sudden ive found myself attracted to slim men. Just the tranquility and safety of it. And the stereotypical gay accent suddenly turns me on for some reason. I was never a fag before but I cant deny I feel attracted to these kinds of guys now, and not just on the internet, but ones I pass on the streets or at shops or parties. Did I get brain damaged into being gay or is wanting to be close with a guy just something we all want?