>>13113300Do you lift? Join a gym starting from tomorrow morning if you don't, and be sure to do a serious strength program and not meme bs. Either SS, SL or GSLP. Assuming that you're eating enough you'll always be the strongest man in the room by the end of this year, which is a huge confidence boost and sounds its something that you need rn.
Also don't stress out, women will come eventually, just give up the idea for now and focus on yourself for a while.