>>13195456you are alone, Jordan, surrounded by your own creations in your mind
there is real love and you know it, you have seen it, you experienced it as a child and always wished for that special someone to take care and love you as a man, but the world showed you all the opposite
too many nights you have been crying in your bed for the love that never came
you still have a chance to recognize your mistakes and make yourself grow, reconstruct yourself to be someone that can be loved
but that chance will never become true and you will forever stay in gray
and it will be your own fault
nobody elses
