>>13232616get fucked , no one deserves anything in life, you don't deserve to be poor you don't deserve to be rich. You don't even deserve to live. You are not owed anything for any reason. For that is life, full of struggle strife pain misery and at the same time pride joy and resolution.
If you want to live then do what you must, whether honorable or despicable if you can live your life in pride and enjoy it then it is worth living. If not just kill yourself.