i dont know man iam just feeling tired and sick of everything like shit
i dont even know if i feel healthy physically neither mentally

my brain is just chaotic lump and my body feels rotting and shit even tho i still in my youth and everyday i wake up i feel like a corpse and my whole body aching and inflamed and i have to mentally torture my self with strangers in this shithole which is called job while i feel my self falling apart

all what left inside is hatred and anger and violence

what do you think anon