>>1331294It may just be the way you are looking at things. Often those of us who seem most put together are those who struggle internally the most. It's why you get people who commit suicide out of the blue and such.
I myself have been alone all my life, but I've grown accustomed to it. I don't know about you though. My best advice would be to go out and find more people. Make new or better friends. There are many, many fish in the sea. Focus on your own happiness first.
