My name is Van. I'm 30 years old, and I'm from Japan. I'm an artist. I'm a performance artist. I'm hired for people to fulfill their fantasies. Their deep, dark fantasies.
I was gonna be a movie star, y'know, with modeling and acting.
After a hundred or two auditions and small parts, y'know, I decided, y'know, I had enough. Then I'd get into escort work. And the clientele requested a lot of fetishes.
So, I just decided to go, uh, y'know, full master, and change my whole entire house into a dungeon. Uhm, dungeon master. Y'know, with a full dungeon in my house. And, uh, it's going really well.
Fisting is 300 bucks, and, uh, usually the guy is pretty much high on poppers. To get, really get relaxed. Y'know, and I have this long latex glove that goes all the way up to my armpit.
And, uh, then I put on a surgical latex glove, just up to my wrist. And just lube it up, and, uh, it's a long process, y'know, to get your whole, get your whole arm up there.
But, uh, it's an intense feeling for the other person. I think for myself, too.
It's, uhm, you go in places that uh, even though it's physical, with your hand, but for some reason it's also more emotional. It's more psychological, too.
And we both reach the same place, it's really strange, at the same time. Uhm, and I found with a session like that I get really exhausted at the end.
I dunno, I feel kinda, uhm, naked. 'Cause I'm looking at myself for the first time I think. Well, not myself, but this aspect of my life for the first time.
And uh, it's been, gosh, three to five years already? I never thought about it.
Kinda sad, I think. I feel kinda sad right now, I don't know why.