>>135516>Do you experience a lot of fear when you have an episode > we give people fuckloads of lorazepam.Usually no. Mostly euphoria. Sometimes it does get scary though, but not extensively.
>What meds/treatment are you on and what dose?35mg (read very high dosis of) abilify. Seeing a psychiatrist once a month for quick 20 min check up.
>Ever experienced severe side effects such as catatontia, got admitted to a hospital/came in contact with police because you had harmfull behaviour?Yes I was catatonic for two weeks once in my life, right after being admitted to the mental clinic.
I got in contact with police 4 times last psychosis. Tried to break into rich peoples houses because I thought I lived there and it was my house now. Got the keys to one freshly abandonded villa somehow and slept the night in there too, got arrested the next morning and questioned by police on how I got the keys. They let me go though and drove me infront of the mental clinic. Last contact was when neighbours called the police cause they thought someone had broken into my flat because I smashed the windows, that's when I got admitted to the mental clinic.
>Ever have been forcefully treated?Wouldn't say forcefully, but not exactly out of my own free will. Basically I was so out of my mind I couldn't decide on anything anymore and didn't know what was going on, and I was forced into treatment, but in hindsight I'm very thankful for that, and I was cooperative with police at the time when I was admitted.
However when actually in the mental clinic at first, I tried getting out of there asap, but they wouldn't let me, which let to about ten people wrestling with me and dragging me into the isolation cell and pinning me down, so they could give me a strong sedative. That's when I loose my memories and get catatonic.. then two weeks later I come to my senses again and am back to my cooperative and calm self, and can get out of the isolation cell, and chill out with the other patients.
