>>13303708Tour's is less autistic than mine.
Mine is just;
>'kill'Because in my formative/highschool years, when violence arose, it was a simple command.
Not one I had to follow to completion, but when another highschool rumbled with mine and friends were involved, that was my only command. So simple. Decimate.
Decimate anyone I do not know.
Decimate anyone harming my friends.
I don't hold that same sentiment anymore, or maybe I do but it is underplayed. I catch myself though in times of stress chanting that word and I can't stop it.
>kill..Kill..KILL!!!It's such a simple command.
Identify the threat and eliminate it.
Not to the point of lethality, but, y'know.
I regret it being a coping mechanism now.
Something I chant to put things into perspective and identify the most poignant course of action. To relieve the stress of thoughts and to paint everything in black and white.
Things to protect, and things to destroy.
