You told me you loved me... so why have you forsaken me?

I don't want us to be apart and you told me that we wouldn't have to be.
Why would you tell me that if it wasn't true?
Why tell me you want us to be together and then run away?
There is clearly nothing stopping us from talking or even being together... nothing besides your own choices and why would you make choices that go against our supposedly mutual desires?

Maybe there are actual external factors complicating things but you chose to speak of "problems" which even if entirely true would not have prevented us from talking or being together and which I could easily help you solve.
Maybe it isn't even external. Maybe your own feelings are part of it?
Maybe you were just afraid to hurt my feelings.

I've always been good to you so please be honest with me now.
Tell me you don't want me anymore. Tell me you don't want me around.
Tell me that you aren't willing or interested in trying to maintain a friendship with me.

Please just tell me...
I don't want to lose you... we had such a beautiful relationship and you still mean so much to me.
I want to be friends but we can't be friends if we can't talk so unless you're prepared to allow that then I don't know what else can be done except for you to tell me the truth and for me to try and come to terms with a harsh reality.