I recently started randomly laughing at things that arent even that funny i googled it and apparently its called pseudobulbar and it could be caused by ALS(the same thing steven hawking had) and if what i read is true then im going to be paralysed from neck down and theres no cure for it.
Im scared of going to a doctor because he might say its true and thats really scary.
Im think about killing myself if i develop any more ALS symptoms so i dont become a cripple but im scared of suicide because if afterlife is real im going to hell but i dont want to become a steven hawking without the smart brain im scared.